MessyLife

2008-10-04T00:58:00.002+08:00

Right now I'm aching all over..

Because of a freaking UGLY-hideous looking LIZARD with bulging eyes that is so gross that I get goosebumps just by looking at it!!!

The story goes like this.. My mom, sis and cousin got home from our late night supper and I was the first ku-ku head to rush to the toilet in darkness only with a torch from my hp for light.. I was about to turn the knob when I LOOKED up and saw this Mr.Ugly F*cker staring right back at me.. Momentarily stunned, I froze and it took off across the door stopping at a corner that was too high for me to reach.. Not that I would want to la.. But I.... k la.. No guts to enter lor.. So I rushed out of the bedroom and called for my mum.. Cuz my sis and cousin also kia lizard de.. No point asking them..

My mum was like trying to help me in all ways lor.. She used a hanger to poke it la.. Slam the door when its near the hinge area (so scary).. To no avail.. SIAN.. so I told my mum to forget it lor.. She is shorter than me and had to tip her toes or jump.. So tiring.. Than like why should my mum be the one suffering when the lizard is the BASTARD..

I went in and did my biz.. Everything was fine until when I wanted to get out.. Need open door right.. Whenever I pull the door nearer to me (a wider angle for me to get out) it moved a little.. I than gu qi yong qi (summoned all my courage) and open the door wide big in one shot and Mr. Ugly F*cker disappeared.. Taking this as my opportunity to get out I rushed out quickly..

Whammed into a standing fan, lost my balance and tried to regain it by hopping and tripped on my own foot when my feet hit my calf.. Backwards a little in a drunkard way, banged into a cupboard, fell down and knocked my head..

JUST ABSOLUTELY GREAT!! Splendid..

The best has yet to come.. The great avenger (mum) comes to the rescue.. That's why they have the saying of not angering or pissing a woman off.. It's true.. I can vouch for that.. If you think that slamming Mr. Ugly F*cker or poking it with a hanger is cruel.. HAHAHA.. Mr. Ugly F*cker suffered a fate worse than that.. When my mum was dealing with Mr. UF(for short).. I was out of the room already.. Cannot tahan another blow.. lolz.. so I dunno what she did also..

Minutes later she came out and told me to not worry.. Cuz Mr. UF has already rest in peace (not exactly la.. but ya..) My mum drove Mr. UF to the wall near the tub and attacked it with a hot shower of water and flushed?? (not in the bowl) it down the drain.. Woo!!! 3 Cheers baby..

I've got a mum that backs me up.. She ROCKS!!

Owing photos!

2008-09-07T14:05:00.003+08:00

Wow!! I do realize now that I owe lots of people photos.. I'm going to send them tonight ba.. Hopefully I'll remember.. There is like the KL pictures and Von's birthday plus some others.. Dang.. Worse.. I haven even uploaded the pics myself la..

I think my blog will have spidey webs if it isn't a virtual diary thingy.. Speaking of spiders.. I think they have organs too.. Cuz I kind of caused this thumb-sized spider to have spastic spasm heart attack thingy once.. I had it caught with some container and the next minute it trembles violently and squeeze its legs together with its body and DIED!!! Initially I was not very bothered as I assume that it's trying to play dead with me like a dog.. Haiz.. Anyway, I've been troubled till now wondering if it really suffered a heart attack.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm..

I NEED ANSWERS!!!

What's gone wrong??

2008-07-18T01:28:00.005+08:00

What's gone wrong?!?!?!

HAHA!! My mummy was trying to disinfect Ah boy's milk bottle like a month ago and trusted my dad to look over the fire.. This is what you get for handling the task to a guy who is reading a newspaper at that time.. LOOK!! Even the pot cracked.. I heard there was a fire too!! I wasn't there because I arrived too late.. Damn.. It happened five minutes earlier before I got home.. I can still smell the smoke then.. STINKS LIKE POO!!

What's worse?? My sis moldy bread.. I nearly died!! It's worse than any smelly smoke bomb or whatever you call it.. I don't know how long this uninvited growing molds have been sharing my room.. Invasion of privacy!! F*cking grossed out when my mum buay tahan and showed me.. She's the one who told me to take the picture as evidence.. HAHA.. Oh ya.. And we threw it away today.. Bye to the uninvited guest.. Get your own space!!

2008-07-15T01:43:00.001+08:00

I can't say that I blame my mum for nagging at me all day long.. I've got no reason to.. Hahaz.. Somehow I just feel that there is no need to really pack everything nicely, categorizing them or whatsoever.. Who says that things should be done that way?? As long as I know where my stuff is, I'm fine with it..
BUT NOOOO!!! My mum doesn't think that way.. Haiz.. Lazy la.. How??

2008-07-13T23:51:00.001+08:00

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Art of the Devil 3

2008-07-13T15:23:00.002+08:00

Right now I'm struggling to make a decision whether to watch the upcoming horror/gore movie Art of the Devil 3 when it screens. Yes, it is the 3rd and I've watched the 1st and the 2nd. Personally I prefer the 2nd one because the 1st bores you and you're going to be constantly wondering when it's going to end and hopes it ends soon BUT the story have only started to make some sense. This movie would probably get you nuts although the gore scenes are great. Art of the Devil 2 is different though, it entertains and it the best thing is it doesn't drive you nuts!! IT FLOWS!!
My guess would be that the story reveals the mystifying atmosphere much much much faster??
Er, if you haven't catch any of this movie and don't wish to waste time. Look up for the synopsis. LOLZ.. A no-brainer suggestion.

Oh ya, back to the struggle. See the point? There seems to be no constant thingy going on. It's bad and then it's good. What's the 3rd one gonna be like?
I think I have just decided. I'll watch it so I can stop speculating and wasting my time thinking of it when I cannot affirm anything which is pointless.

Worry-wart

2008-06-24T00:04:00.002+08:00

Life's a bitch.. Agree??
I rushed home in hope of making it in time to submit my RJ's by 11.59pm when its 11.40 when I got to my void deck.. BUT!! Thinking that I'm rather smart by switching on the new desktop PC cuz its faster than my freaking-dying-soon lappie I COULDN"T LOG IN AT ALL!
Then I did what I think most people will do in that situation by using my lappie instead but I STILL couldn't freaking log in.. Oh crap..
I thought it was the VPN prob.. Sure enough.. It is the VPN prob.. My password had expired..
OF ALL F*UCKING DAYS!!

And did I mention I have cat-phobia? I have always been a strong believer of it you don't provoke it, it won't bother you.. I WAS WRONG! It did bother me.. Well, at least kind of.. It was sleeping IN the lift.. It bothers me ALOT..
What happens next is pretty funny because I have to act like a thief creeping into the lift and push the button for the top floor so that the other lift can then come down...
The cat??
It's sleeping now at 12 storey..
Msg for the cat: If you're wondering why you're so high up? IT'S ME!! I did it.. lolz.. Don't get me wrong you're cute and I do feel sorry and guilty.. But heck..

Soooo long..

2008-05-28T00:33:00.002+08:00

Life's been a mess.. I just can't seem to schedule my own timing right.. Everything I do is like dragging my life while the clock's ticking away.. I no longer find the worth in insisting on issues that I think is important.. WHY?!?!?!

Freaking tired.. No longer how long I sleep it isn't enough..
Why?!?! Why?!?! Why?!?!

Oh yea.. But I'm damn happy that my FYP is making progress.. Cross my finger and all goes well.. :)

MOM's B'Day!!

2008-05-11T23:21:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Mum!!
I'm so glad that you're my mum and U're the best!! Although you nag but I know its for my own good. I'll be guai guai this yr kk? LOLZ..

2008-04-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

It's been a long while.. Lazy ma.. Haiyo..
There's something great to share.. Damn funny..
When I got home today, I saw boy boy perspiring and depressed.. And then I was wondering.. What in the world happened that causes this 16 month boy to feel "depressed"..
My mum refuse to tell me and my dad kept laughing.. After 5 mins of "tell me la.. what happen? I wanna know leh.."
I got to know what really happened..

Situation:
Ah boy was playing with his bolster when my mum fed him porridge by the window sill (it's lock.. pretty safe).. When my mum went to the kitchen to get water for him.. He took one glance at my mum, signaling her that he was going to throw the bolster out of the window..
Shoooooooooooooooooooooooo... The bolster fell.. He stunned.. He got shock.. Got confused and burst out crying.. Lolz.. And the reason for throwing the bolster out is because he thought that my mum would catch it for him.. Stupid la..
Anyway my dad went down to get it back while my mum distract him so that he won't know that my dad actually went down.. Sometimes adults are pretty childish too.. And till now.. 11+pm the bolster is still hidden in the cupboard.. A little punishment says my dad.. HAHA..

2008-04-10T00:35:00.002+08:00

Gosh.. It's been so long since I last read/check my mailbox or whatever online stuff that I've signed up for.. Lolz.. Sure, signing up it's easy.. It's the maintaining that is hard.. Haiz..

Anyways, I made a decision 5 minutes ago to check all of my stuff at one go..

Hotmail: 1719 unread mail
Friendster: 4 friend request and tons of messages
Facebook: 23 friend request

I dare not try the rest like Wayn or tagged and some others.. But I've most probably forgot the password.. *shrugs.. no diff to me..

Valentine's??

2008-02-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

Valentine's day is a day for the couple bitches to laugh at those who are single and drive them crazy by appearing everywhere with flowers and mushy words..

I sound jealous.. lolz.. I am.. I've got my bitch radar turn on to avoid them.. But the best way? Stay home and be more pathetic then you really are..

Haha.. But I definitely don't feel any less pathetic than those staying at home hiding from the feverish celebration over unity of 2 still being together when they could have left each other with some other bloke or *what's the female word for bloke?

I am single and pathetic.. HAHA.. Got to pray for some luck next year then.. Don't any of you bitches out there poke me and then laugh at my face.. I swear I'll smack you hard on the head that you'll forget you're attach and be sad like me.. WAHAHAHAHAHA

New Year Frenzy

2008-02-12T23:43:00.001+08:00

Frenzied.. Chinese New Year's probably the busiest celebration I ever had in my ENTIRE life..
Let's see
1st day: Visiting of relatives and offering of prayers to the ancestors (3 homes and 3 temples)
2nd day: 7 families excluding mine crowding in my home, 2 cousins stayed over (no sleep = big eye bags)
3rd day: Went to my aunt house to stay over
4th day: Stayed over at my uncle's house, caught a movie till late night.. (no transport available therefore, stayed for another night)

Geez... Freaking packed.. I only got home on the 6th day of the Chinese New Year.. Then as promised weeks ago to my grandma, I caught the exact same movie I watched the day before with her.. Lolz.. Movies screened during this festive season is so *erhem pathetic.. There's like I think 5 movies, 2 of them with the rating of M18.. So I'm left with only three choice ( sis is 17 only.. argh..)
1 of which I already watched previously (cj7) another not really interested in.. Haiz..
Life's a bitch without entertainment.. Lucky me, daydreaming's a pleasure I like to indulge in.. Just wanna stay like this forever.. *snuggles with fluffy pillows and bolsters and blankets and many other creatures on my bed.. hoho.. Happy New Year everyone!!

2008-02-05T01:33:00.000+08:00

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Whoa.. Didn't really expect that.. New aspect to head towards.. LOLZ.. The last three is just so not my interest.. Surprised that I did pretty well for the quiz on them.. How do you fare?? Go ahead and try, although subconsciously you know that you're not my competitor.. Muahahahahahahahahahahaha... Domination of intelligence by JENELL!!

My sis lost her laptop!!

2008-02-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

Starts off the day by being late.. Supposedly had a surprise birthday thingy planned which was to reach there before the birthday girl JOJO.. BUT we were LATE!! Nevermind that cause we planted Vennon the spy to intercept JOJO when she arrived.. Why him? Cause he's the asshole who got off at the wrong station and is nearer to her.. LOLZ.. So yea we succeeded..

And then something has to go wrong!! Geez.. When I met the rest of my family to help spring clean my grandma house I saw my sis crying/weeping.. I was shocked and my brain has this run-through of what could possibly happen.. "I lost my laptop" This 4 words is like the endless resounding echo in the caves.. Haiz..

Tried to make a police report on that very day but we did not get the serial and model number of the laptop so it was pointless.. She has school tomorrow so it's me and mum again.. Let's hope that there are some good souls who found it, returning it to us.. Her project's in there, the dateline is near.. May she sail through this ordeal..
Chinese New Year's coming.. May the bad luck go and the good ones come..

2008-02-01T11:36:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!! I'm freed for 10 weeks.. Don't have to wake up freaking early and worry about being late.. Had fun today.. Felt kind of sad though.. That's what parting have always make people feel..
As usual, I was the first to arrive.. Then people starts filling in.. People = 4 including Mark papa..
He promised early dismissal and treat of pizza if the turn up rate was this pathetic.. Haha..
My hope didn't last too long as half of the class turn up!!
*faints..

Empathize with me.. My pizza's gone..
Despondency clouds me.. No longer motivated..

Very sweet Mark papa then appeared like an angel during the second meeting and said, "I ordered meat lover and veggie lover accompanied with drinks"

Awwwwww... So nice of him.. All voluntarily too..

Could have taken a better picture but the guys couldn't wait to eat.. Therefore their shadow overcast the PIZZA!! Humph...

Mark was extremely nice that day for he didn't ask about me not bringing my laptop to school.. He knew perhaps that students are already planning where to go after his lessons.. HAHA..
Mark's not the only person who is nice.. Wahe is too.. She gave everybody a card..

So nice of her.. Love ya wahe.. Be brave.. Don't worry about the confession.. I'll pray for you..

After the agonizing moment of waiting for the real moment where school ends, we had a meet up but could still not decide where to head to.. Other than Northpoint cause Germaine wants to but her sandal.. We (me, germaine & ling) were conned there.. The auntie who told us to look for the sandal at Northpoint LIED!! Now we have nowhere to go..
Something popped in my head just then.. Why not leave it to fate to decide for us..
On the train, we looked opposite and decided to choose one of the prettiest or ugliest person to follow.. If he/she alight, then we alight at the same station.. We decided to choose the prettiest, for I definitely do not want to go to hell.. LOLZ..

A quick run through now, the day's too long to be notated.. HAHA..
We arrived at Orchard as the prettiest malay girl with a tudong wearing red alighted there.. Alex called, and then we met up.. Went to Far East, Heeren and Cineleisure.. By then it was around 9+ going to 10).. Then we had ice-cream crepe at the basement of Cineleisure and talked.. Everything was per normal till.. *drumrolls

Ling said something and the three of us got confused and thought that she said a word when she meant 2 because there was no pause between the 2 words(couldn't remember what she said)..

All of us: huh?

Ling: I got pause..

Germaine: YOU GOT BALLS?!?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Since when does pause sounds like balls?? Seriously, there is either a huge pronunciation problem or a major hearing difficulty.. The latter is definitely not it.. Because all 3 of us heard the same thing..
Balls anybody?? LOLZ

2008-01-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

Counting down.. 2 more days of school and its over.. I can almost visualize the sun tanning my butt every afternoon for sleeping till noon..
Plenty things happened today.. Joining Amran at the arcade with the others after school.. But as Germaine has to work and the fact that I can't control my hunger any longer, A DECISION IS MADE!!
And that is....
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To go ahead and eat before meeting them.. HAHA.. We're not being anti-social but face it, who can resist food.. Our choice was KFC cause its finger licking good.. lolz..
I lost my card holder!! I think I left it on the tray.. I assume that they would want me to produce my student ID to prove that I'm a student to get the cheaper meal.. I guess its because the color of the card holder is similar to the tray that I didn't spot it..
Haiz.. Got to return to KFC tomorrow and ask if anyone picked it up.. (realize only when on board of bus and couldn't find my pass which is like 10+pm)

We practically did nothing at the arcade.. Me and ling was like 2 random people off the streets spectating the guys racing on the machines.. The only thing we did play was the motorcycle race.. Embarrassing results.. But I was second though, among the three of us.. Wahe ranked 13, me 10 and ling 7..

Ling mention something about a crystal display baby grand piano so we went to look at it.. Shopping for gift is never easy but since there is a target.. Whew.. Saves a lot of effort..
And then.. We had nothing to do.. Don't wanna go home that early so we stayed and chatter with Germaine at her counter.. She really ought to divide her pay.. We were there till she's off the clock.. Haha.. Oh ya.. There's a point where she's quite busy so we wandered off ourselves..
I bought a drink from Orange Julius.. It's been a long while since I last had it so I took a photo..

2 identical pic?? NO!!! The first photo was not that nice and Ling wanted another one.. So there.. Wonder if she'll kill me for showing the first one.. HAHA.. *crossing my finger

One more thing.. I couldn't f*cking rotate the picture at all.. Believe me I've tried countless of methods.. I use to be able to.. Hmmmmm...

2008-01-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

I simply hate my life.. Who wakes up early on Sunday morning?? I DO!!
Hahaz.. Actually, its not that bad after all.. The hate part goes mostly to the trouble WAKING up and TRYING to stay awake..
There's something special to be happy about though..

I've got no habit wearing one.. But let's see how long I can endure.. LOLZ..

Ooooohhh.. Stars are on my hand.. Look.. There's plenty.. *swooning with joy

I sound retarded.. Haha.. But the stars are seriously cute.. To be precise, the doughy stars are seriously cute.. The emphasis here I guess should be that it's ME who made the stars.. LOLZ.. And why did I make them? Because we're baking PINEAPPLE TARTS!!

Mmmmm.. Yummy-licious.. Don't it look pretty appetizing?

Left over doughs made into fossil like stone.. Experimental art-piece.. HAHA

Eastern Promises..

2008-01-26T19:14:00.000+08:00

Bored stiff by the overexposure of materialistic and hectic schedules.. Hence, I decided to catch a movie last night..
Eastern Promises is definitely a movie that is of its ticket worth.. It's actually screened at 2007 September in other countries.. It's about criminal brotherhood and tracing the relatives of a baby's teenage mother who passed away..
I never knew about the prisoner's tattoo having another meaning to it other then it's superficial intimidating look.. It's shocking and yet intriguing.. I'm utterly wowed..
The story unfolds rather slowly but the impact is great..

Went to the Converse warehouse sale today with my family.. Gosh.. It's freaking packed.. But, due to my great skills in snagging stuff in short time, I had my opportunity to get my bargain.. Lolz..

Anticipation in progress... 80% euphoric...

2008-01-25T08:22:00.000+08:00

Another week before my misery ends..
Anticipating for the holiday now is not too early at all.. I've been waiting since school started 3 weeks ago.. 5 days a week from morning till dawn plus the fact that I'm living in Tampines, traveling all the way to Woodlands is strenuous. As for feeling euphoric, I don't know why either.. Could be the ending of misery or the random emotions I get every now and then..
Mood swings.. Lolz..
Ahhhh.. I can't wait..
*Prancing around happily
(not literally)..
Don't start imagining.. It's ridiculous.. Hahaz..

Exercise?!?! HAH!!

2008-01-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. The days seems to pass by real fast without you actually noticing.. Stealthy thing.. Lolz
Today is one hell of a day.. Had to endure a boring class from 8.30-4pm.. Then here comes my commitment thingy, Viola.. Sectional practice was stressful because Jelly didn't join.. It's not a big deal if there's still a big group.. But no.. The largest amount of people for Viola sectional people will be 3.. Me, Jelly and the instructor.. Arghhh...

So sectional starts at 8 and ends at 9.. I had a great deal of time to pass before it begins..
Still wondering what to do.. 4 hrs!!! Geez..
Anyway.. Ting called to ask if I wanna jog/run with her tomorrow.. HAH!! Just exactly what is wrong with her?? Exercise?? Me??
Haven been doing so since Secondary school.. And to be honest.. I failed my 2.4 km run for a couple of times.. And here she is inviting me to jog.. She knew that pretty well..

And then the realization hit me.. There's no one else free.. lolz.. She's got no choice..
I agreed by the way.. Got to get moving, don't wanna grow horizontally for the rest of my life..

Batam trip decision in 5 mins..

2008-01-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

I regretted my hasty decision the very next day.. I didn't even know what is in for me.. Moreover its only a single day trip.. But a girl got to keep her words yea, since its a promise made to her granduncle..
So here I am at Harbourfront centre I think.. Lolz.. Standing before the ticket booth.. Looking at the time slot availability..

*an hour later
First step: Left foot on the dock
First bodily reaction: Wanna puke (dead serious *f*cking boat ride)
First thought: Stop the urge to puke

Okay... After the struggle to keep my keep my stomach contents in their rightful place we had to board a mini-bus that my granduncle booked to bring us around..
Grreeeaat.. Its as rural as you can imagine.. No kidding.. Its as if I've entered a time machine of some sort that brings you 40-50 years back.. Just that I wasn't born yet.. Erm.. Its what my dad told me.. Hahaha..

Our schedule for the day was.. Eat (first priority), Pray, Shop..
But things don't always go according to your plan, its called unexpected twist in the event.. Haiz..
What happen was that the tyre got punctured when it slammed into some hole on the road..

See the wheel? totally busted!

Immediate response.. Get out of the bus and wait by the side while the guys do their magic..

After all this was done, we were left with only a maximum of an hour and a half to shop before the ferry leaves..
Gosh.. A day is certainly too short for a trip.. Everybody agreed.. Yay!! Unanimous vote to return someday..
Another trip preplanned..

Oh! And there was this one thing that I really must show..

Toilet in Batam seafood outlet.. Anything wrong with it? Guess before you peek at the answer...

*pssssstt... There's no flush.. See the pail by the side.. Apparently you have to scoop the water from the pail and manually flush the toilet.. Another vintage spotting..

Certified!! Its withdrawal syndrome..

2008-01-08T13:20:00.002+08:00

I found it!! FOUND THE REASON!! Woohoo!
I finally get it.. The nonchalance feeling is actually just some withdrawal syndrome that I'm facing which is only a phase of my life currently.. No biggie..
Yay!!
I want my HYPE back.. Feels more involve with what's going on..

I hereby declare WAR with myself.. Got to fight back the withdrawal thingy that will continue to haunt me if I let it be.. MUAHAHAHA!!

School starts again.. A cycle that never ends..

2008-01-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

Great.. It's the first day back at school but I'm still having the nonchalant feeling since last night..
Couldn't be bothered about anything until the lessons ended.. Queer eh.. Or is it the subconscious part of me still resisting the fact that school starts again?

So the lessons ended yea.. But I still CAN'T GO HOME!!
I have commitments.. The string ensemble.. Things started to look better though.. I was slightly enthusiastic about it and had fun while at it.. And then a bomb landed out of nowhere as Dr. Yeo speaks "We're resuming our sectional practice on this Wednesday at 8pm".. Whatever he said after that is totally none of my concern.. What can I say or feel?? I'm flabbergasted..

8PM!!!!! What can I do from 4 till before sectional starts?!?!?!

CHALET!!

2007-12-19T11:16:00.000+08:00

Today's Germaine Jie's chalet.. About to leave my house..
Just did some last minute packing.. Hope I did not miss anything out, cuz although I live near.. I don't wanna come running home for stuffs.. Its a waste of time, seriously.. Plus if you include traveling expenses and all.. AH!!! A big loss.. CAN'T DO!!
Not my style.. Nope..
WAHAHAHA..
Prepared..
Have fun..
YAY!!
Off till 21st..
Ciao..

Gastric and Indigestion?!?! ^*(%^#%@

2007-12-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

Damn.. Shit.. And whatever *&^%$#$..
This really sucks.. Other peeps had their holiday since like friday.. But I had open house to help out.. Not that I'm complaining.. But... This ain't fair..
TODAY is my first OFFICIAL HOLIDAY!!
DARN..
What can be worse than waking up from intermittent pain.. Geez.. I spent the next 3 hrs or so hugging my tummy, curling like a cooked prawn.. CAUSE IT HURTS THAT MUCH!!
The next thing I know is my mum kinda forcing me to see the doc (don't really like them, they don't grant me liquid but haunts me with pills)...
I was diagnose with gastric and indigestion..

I was so stunned.. My facial expression would probably be blank, blinking in disbelief...
How can you get gastric when you are suffering from indigestion?!?!?!?!

Anyway.. The thing that's really shocking is that I vomitted blood like twice.. Once directly after dinner.. The other is directly after some light supper.. Had to eat a little here and there cause it'll be more beneficial if you don't joke with gastric.. I didn't dare tell my mum or anyone about the second time..
They'll show no mercy and send me to the hospital.. Which is the last thing that I would ever want.. So yea..
It sucks..
To whoever is reading.. Do have proper meal..

Too easy of a task.. No?

2007-12-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

Whew!
Tiring.. Reason: too slack
HAHA..
Signed up for an event a week ago to help out in the open house..
Expected tough tiring work, instead.. It was more of a "Just be there and be seen"..
Lolz.. Had great fun.. Got to know some new friends.. Totally kewl..
Work have never been easier..
Took lots of photos.. But their in my sis lappie..
Too lazy to budge.. Too lazy to upload..
Will do it though.. When I've recover from the slack-all-you-want feeling..

added this photo on Jan8 '08 HAHA..

Astounding facts.. Necrophilia..

2007-12-12T11:05:00.000+08:00

Necrophilia.. The word itself gives you the creep.. It was ban in California when a man was found having sex with a 4 yr old corpse and another passing out on an elderly corpse.. It took two years of negotiations.. Why did they not automatically ban it unanimously.. That, I'll never understand..
We're not hearing the whole story of the relationship between the victims and the perpetrator or perps for short but then again, a 4 yr old seems beyond any reasonable explanation..

Now, how the hell did I chance upon this word..
Answer: Through the song "John Wayne Gacy Jr"
That guy is a serial killer and the song was name after him.. He's necrophilic.. Really, really sick..

I don't know about you.. But I'm necrophobic.. Corpse ain't my thing..

2007-12-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

Straight away right after school, we rush to BUGIS!
Woah.. Can't believe that we still have extra energy left to go shopping.. HAHA..
And yea.. Yasmin managed to get the t-shirt that she's been wanting for like 3 weeks.. lolz..

Taken at the loo.. With more than 10 pairs of eyes wide looking..

Reasoning, debate, argument.. WADEVER!!

2007-12-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

Thursday, reasoning class..
Why did I pick this as my elective again? Geez.. It's BORING.. When you've been arguing about stuffs that never ends.. Damn..

What is real and what is not? Is the degrees of importance that one places weighs to deduce certain something to be real or unreal?

The class atmosphere is so laid-back that I almost doze off to dreamland until...
"I'll squeeze the juice out of you." Oh man.. Lolz.. A girl saying this to a guy really doesn't sound nice.. HAHA..

Pseudo Pressure!!

2007-12-05T11:28:00.000+08:00

All the pressure thingy about the presentation with the 3 assessors kind of swells when the time is nearing..
Only 2 of us is at that particular time slot and booth.. 13:00 - 14:00 booth 88
Hui Yan and Me..
Sooooooo.. We decided to meet up before we head to the hall.. We both found out on the note that says to bring our student card for identification but unfortunately none of us did.. We ran all the way up and then down again to discover that THERE'S NO NEED AT ALL!!

Many stuffs happening at the same time.. Too much!! Need a break.. Desperately..
Let's lay it out and count..
First, I've got school (duh..), then presentation, strings ensemble (resume practice today, of all days!!) and LASTLY the 'REVELATIONS' performnce..

That's the show that I was talking about.. It's freaking nice.. It certainly got my attention hooked on the show..

The shows I've been to so far in RP.. Except for 2 of the tickets there.. One's for Thailand admission to some temple and the other for my friend's performance..

I've got hickey! Not what you think at all...

2007-12-04T11:56:00.000+08:00

Hickeys!! My gawd.. The pimple definition, not the kissing ones.. It's just below my eyebrow so when I blink it hurts.. Awwwww.. The other one just above my upper lip.. I seriously don't know whatthat area is called.. I've tried searching.. Lolz..
It's particularly exasperating especially for today as I have yet to complete my poster which is needed for TOMORROW'S PRESENTATION!!
Now I've got to deal with both issues..
Make that 3.. I have sound reinforcement workshop later which ends at probably 8..
Sigh..

Its tragic..
I am 'forced' to skip my class as I really have to work on my poster.. My brain is pretty much whacked up right now..

The only consolation I get is the FACT that I managed to COMPLETE my poster!! Three Cheers for JENELL!!!
And so I had to print.. For 3.. Mine, Ling's and Ven's..
Reason simply because I'm the ONLY one that is not in class and has the ability to print them before school ends and the crowds fill..

I thought our school said paper-less... HAHA

Doofus is a mean word so let's say dull..

2007-12-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

School again.. I wonder if I'll really miss schooling when I graduate.. Anyway, that's the future.. We're living in the present, not?
The best thing that happen today was that someone making my day by embarrassing himself.. Haha.. Picture this.. Somebody (I can't remember who) opened the door to get in some guy shouted "I'm coming all over the place".. Get it?? If you don't just replace the 'o' to 'u' in the word 'coming'.. HAHA.. There was this sudden awkward silence.. "Did he say cumming all over the place?!?!?!".. Doofus? Oh no no.. That's bad.. He's just dull and happen to be thoughtless.. Coincidence, unexpected, shocking surprise..

This is not something slanderous.. It's a real account.. Unbelievable? I think so too..
What a day.. HAHA

Heritage of S'pore

2007-12-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

I was puzzled for quite a time, thinking if I am either oblivious and so blind or I just didn't care till it was right before me..
Spacing out during the car rides from my home to my granny is considerably a routine that I got use to.. However, this time round its different.. Cuz I sitting on the FRONT PASSENGER SEAT!!
YAY!!
I've always love sitting at the front be it buses or cars, lorries even.. The clear view of where you're going is sensational..

Looking our through the window, this is the exact view of what I see..

Nice eh.. Squint your eyes enough and you'll spot me in there too.. HAHA

Contradictory Sentence!!

2007-11-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

Have you ever said something that contradicts itself?? Well.. Yasmin did something like that.. Lolz..
When Mark Papa came to our desk, he commented jokingly that Yasmin can never be serious..
And then, here comes the contradictory sentence.. "I am never serious, seriously"..
Okay... What's the situation right now?? HAHA.. Is she serious or is she not??
I'm totally confused and tickled by her..
Oh girl...

2007-11-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

I was going through my files on my lappie to see if there's anything I could do to clear space.. I'm in desperate need for them.. My lappie is lagging like shit.. Can't stand it no more..
While going through them.. I found out that there's only one photo I took with JoJO.. As in me and her.. None with Germaine Jie.. Only group photos.. HAHA.. Can't blame me.. I'n not some cam whore.. And neither am I a narcissist.. Thinking of being one though.. LOLZ.. For the sake of the memories la..

This is the only one.. I look FAT.. Where's my cheekbone?? Spot it for me.. Thanks.. HAHA..

2007-11-28T23:51:00.000+08:00

Lolz.. Hui Shan had her assessment today and needs blutack to stick her poster to the board.. However, its not as simple as it seems.. HAHA.. its seems to me that it has a hidden message.. It sounds really wrong.. AND I'm not the only one who thinks this way.. Ah ling, Dee, Yasmin and Hui Shan thought so too.. Stick, position, hold.. *slaps head

Hmmmm.. Enough of that issue.. Lolz.. Don't have to dwell on it..
A near shocking disaster happened.. Shan got the wrong time for her assessment!! Luckily we girls got her to double check.. It was like 2.50pm when her time slot is suppose to be 2.40pm -3pm.. Thank goodness.. She probably was excused as she is in the mid of the lesson.. Can't imagine what else could have happened..

Yipee!!! Managed to meet up with my old gang.. Cuz we have to discuss our christmas plans..
PARTY!!! I think they are settling for hotel and chilling at St. James... Its still in discussion.. Sigh...
The last time we met up was like 2 weeks ago.. Only Darryl and Yvonne(blackbird) turn up.. Hmmm.. Its been a while for all 7 of us to be present..

Darryl's usual public disgrace act.. Sleeping at starbucks.. Luckily this time round he didn't.. LOLZ..

Darryl's spec.. He's so oblivious that he doesn't realize till he saw this pic.. *faints
AND he called me a bitch!! ARGHHHHH.. I'll have my revenge.. MUAHAHAHA

Darn.. It's freaking embarrassing.. lolz

2007-11-28T13:10:00.000+08:00

Haha.. I seriously don't know how this can be funny and embarassing at the same time.. lolz..
What happen was that me and alex went to find my friend from W6 to get the show 'Heroes'.. The both of us were like thinking "Wah.. so far away.. Work's not done.. Got to leave the harddisk and rush back.."
And so.. The journey of the 2 sand tortoise(sua gu) unfolds..
We walked across the lawn from E2 for a short cut to the west of the school.. All we could see was W5.. "Where the hell is W6??"
As we looked around.. TADA!! There.. Right before my very eyes.. W6 was just behind W4..
So ya okay whatever...
Sadly.. we couldn't find the way in as the door(supposedly the entrance of W6) we peeped in is the kitchen of the canteen..
Wanna know how we got there eventually??
Lolz.. Its only then did we realize that W4 and W6 are actually 2 building in one.. You can actually take the lift in the canteen...
Haiz.. What an experience... Memorable eh..

Oh ya.. Wanna share another freaking funny and embarrassing moment..
And nope.. It's not about me.. I'm not that dumb all the time..
I was on the bus on the way home did I realize that the guy sitting beside me is someone I know.. And erhem.. The realization struck me only when my friend Germaine Jie messaged me about some fat guy she saw sitting next to me and how I would grumble and stuff.. Lolz.. That's what she said.. Entirely her assumption.. I'm not that devilish speaking ill of people all the time although it occupies a big portion of my life.. WAKAKAKA!!
*joke.. be mindful that its just a joke.. Lolz...

Anyway.. That guy fell asleep.. And from the looks of it.. He's in deep sleep..
Its not a problem when you're at home on your comfy bed BUT... When you're on a bus, sitting at the outer side of the 2-sitter.. That's MAJOR..
As what happenned next will probably be predictable.. He FELL right off his seat and onto the FLOOR!! OMFG
I was WOWED by what I saw.. lolz.. He was pretty okay about it.. Pretended that nothing happen and went back to sleep.. Zzzzzzzzzz

Today's not only memorable for me.. But for him too.. HAHAHA..

*reminder for self.. Bring Darryl's pants tomorrow..

ARGHHHHHH

2007-11-28T02:15:00.000+08:00

okay.. this is shit..
I just realize that the school sent my dad a letter regarding my poor attendence thingy.. Cuz I didn't turn up for 3 or more days for a week.. Damn.. I was sick okay..
What's with the school sending letters just like that.. I thought we're suppose to be treated as a YOUNG ADULT?!?!?!
Geez.. Seriously, this is so so so so pissing me off.. Its offensive ya.. I feel like I'm not being seen as a responsible person who knows what the consequences are for every action I do..

To think that my day was going so well..
Life is balanced that way?? Got to have good and bad stuff happening in a day..

Can Favoritism be Minimised???

2007-11-27T03:54:00.000+08:00

Woah.. Hang on there.. Did I hear it wrong or what?
I've been sick since 21st.. Although I've pretty much recover my health status but the flu is still there..
Why can't we just turn on the fan instead of air-con??

Feeling rather moody that she did not even bother about me having a running nose, suffering and all that.. I went up to my mum and told her about it.. Guess what??
She shrugged it off saying nothing..

I remember rather vividly that when she's sick, I'm not even allowed to use the fan..
Damn... This really did it..
Pissed and very very sad that I've been treated rather differently I confronted her(sis)..
"you're still sick?? Never eat medicine issit?"

FINE!! Be like that.. Nobody seems to care...
Not exactly nobody.. But it feels this way.. It feels damn bad when you think that your family will always be the one that cares for you the most responded like this.. That's the reason I prefer to stay out late with friends then be home early to rest..

Can't be really bothered as the result will stay the same.. When she insist.. There's no room for discussion..

Anyway.. I've got to sleep in the living room for its the only place with the best air for ventillation unlike air-conditioned rooms..

Oh yeah.. Alex said something about me being spoilt for using the air-condition every single day.. I didn't really rebut as it is the truth that I use the air-condition daily.. But I don't really have a choice.. Favoritism really hurts..

*ah ling.. Though we had friendly bickering sessions, that includes lots of teasing.. Its all for the fun of it only.. Haha.. Thanks for your concern.. I can eat bee hoon la.. Its not stir-fried or whatever.. Its bee hoon soup.. Lolz..

2007-11-25T15:27:00.000+08:00

*stretches back and yawns...
Finally.. A day too long to notate.. Haha..
There's video and photos.. But I'm too damn tired to upload...
Shall do it tomorrow if I remember... Lolz..
2 of my cousins staying over, no idea why.. Haha.. My guess is that they can't bear to leave me..
Hohoho.. Being shameless is my forte.. Not a bad thing.. It just adds on to my list of "Forte"..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Shit.. Damn.. Bollocks..
I didn't do my RJ yesterday..

Sigh.. Its due somewhat too long ago to submit..
My grade for the day...
Hmmmmm....
I'll sleep over it.. Yeah.. That's it..

My Friday sucks..

2007-11-24T15:04:00.000+08:00

WTH... Its friday.. Not saying that friday must be some great day for peeps but...
I'm still freaking sick.. arghhhhh.. Tomorrow's boy boy 1st birthday party.. Got to help..
And since I was sick, it was pretty convenient for me to use it in order to get home early to help out.. Put up the balloons, do some preparation like seasoning the meat..

AhhhChooo!! Okaaaaay.. I sneezed..
Took my medicine, feeling drowsy..
Got to sleep.. Rest..

Fallen ill like Fallen leaves...

2007-11-22T13:26:00.000+08:00

Hohohoho.. Fallen ill like fallen leaves.. Sounds sophisticated?
Makes you go "Whoah"?

Well.. I'm sick.. But nevertheless, still energetic in thoughts..
I may look like some wandering soul or the undead, but I am still a WARRIOR at the inside..

The leaves? Erm.. Its just there to compliment the title.. To sound profound..

It was dawn when I figured that I was sick.. Had a mental and physical struggle to get up.. Had to inform my dad so that he won't have to wait to drive me to school.. Responsibilty is a heavy duty.. As for me, its not the duty that's heavy.. It's my body that's heavy.. Sooo... With my heavy slumpy body and a groggy mind, I manage to crawl.. Not "crawl" crawl, but "crawl" as in crawl.. Hahaz.. Walking in slow motion with great difficulties..

Forced to see the doctor.. Always hated them.. Due to some "occupation psychological barrier".. Don't ask me what it means.. I've got no clues too..
Diagnose with fever, cough, flu and some swelling.. No wonder I sound like a frog.. Very throaty..

Ooohhs & Aahhhs

2007-11-21T03:05:00.000+08:00

Haha.. I have to clarify this as it concerns, you know.. The ooohhs and aahhhs are from the MASSAGE I got from 2 friends this very afternoon.. Lucky me.. Its voluntary you see, so I'm guessing they love me to bits and can't bear seeing me having aches, stiff necks etc.. Special thanks to Von and Alex.. Appreciate it alot.. For the love of gods.. You people are the best.. So far yet... HAHAHA
Woohoo!! Currently I love my life.. Things are starting to look better for morning sucks totally to the CORE!

At exactly 6.45am, as tired an lethargic as always, I still manage to drag myself out of bed, do the usual stuff and prepare for school, stepping out of the house.. Oblivious to my surroundings, I thought that I heard a cat 'meowing' maybe around my block really loud.. Struggling with laptops and my bag in hand, I further challenge myself to poking the straw into the vitagen(routine).. Which I think was pretty dumb.. I must have looked STUPID.. I swear never to juggle stuffs again.. I'm no clown.. Am I? Hmmmmm...

I was so preoccupied that I DIDN'T realize that the cat is just less then 1 metre away from me, frustrated with 'meowing' and not gaining its wanted attention (like some glamodesporado-cats) it 'puffed' up and stand arched with four of it's paws.. I was thinking "SHIT"..

Anyway, my neighbour came out of her house too and saw erm.. Actually, the right word would be heard and not saw.. No.. wait.. Seeing too, but that was later.. Pathetic and weak I know.. Its the "phobia" thingy.. And yes she saved me.. I was so thankful that I kept thanking her and she kept laughing.. Sigh.. Its funny for her I guess but its one hell of a traumatizing experience for me.. Sorry for swearing.. Can't help it.. It slipped out of my mouth.. Haha..

Hoping real hard that the cat will not decide to be 'nice and friendly' and visit me again.. I'll go nuts and end up seeing psychiatrist in an asylum.. Save me.. Anyone??